Hope my roses age with grace, x
Hope my roses age with grace, x
Snippets 01 from Melissa Lee on Vimeo.
Been listening to Charlie Brown by Coldplay on repeat, & I guess I was boliao enough to read up on the meaning of the lyrics, just cause I was thaaat interested to know its interpretation. At the same time, I'm plagued by the depressed feeling that I seemingly can't shake off, all due to my childishness of wanting to see a concert where the prices of the damn tickets (even the cheapest ones) just raped my eyes, & literally did a double take. I know I shouldn't be this unhappy, I'd get over it though. But I guess it's basically similar to looking forward to something for the longest time, & when it's finally right here in front of you, you just.. can't have it. Yea, it really isn't an amazing feeling, so. #such is life.
I was actually bent on abandoning this space, but somehow or another, I returned to this isolated lonely space again :( I have attachment/abandonment issues. #foreveralone
Every part of us is made from a collective of experiences we might even want to erase.
But it's what makes us who we are.
Even though I'm pretty disappointed that I don't get to visit Taipei during Winter break, I guess I haven't seen these two idiots in a long time :) So going to Vancouver over Winter isn't that bad. At least I get to go skiing. I miss Cali ^ We bought annual passes to Universal Studios Hollywood there. I wonder when we'll actually get to go back to use it. Soon, I hope.
Universal Studios Hollywood from Melissa Lee on Vimeo.
I love the picture above, looks so old-school & candid. On an entirely different note, Facebook was really entertaining today because of this group's crazy dramatic posts..
Learning & Plasticity. is a really go-flip-yourself course.
I have 2 tests on the day of this test (Sociology & that ^), followed by a Psych Stats year-end assignment due the very next day. So.. I'm gonna start studying in advance. I wanna be prepared for a test for once. My preparation for my first round of midterms didn't go too well. Think along the lines of.. studying for 3 out of 5 chapters on average for each test? & one chapter is like 40-50 pages of content /: This isn't like high/secondary school anymore :'( where you could get away without studying. But thank God (seriously seriously seriously) that my immense lack of preparation didn't reflect in my results, or I'd have been really screwed over. On a proud (eh im srsly damn proud of it okay) note, I scored a 4.0 for two of my subjects :) the rest were B-range, but that's fine - since my grades were pretty undeserving. I know if I keep this horrible slack attitude up, I'm gonna start failing with regret.
(Tim Hortons on Bloor w one of my favourite people. We wear Tired on our faces)
I'm not sure if I read too much into things, or analyze a little too closely. For the most part, it has kept me well (yet punched me in the gut several times). Ever so rare, I see the thin traces you leave behind for many things unsaid. & I'm not entirely certain on how I should respond. But for now, I'm worn - I will give you the benefit of the doubt; I'll keep mum.